With relationships forming left and right, there are days that I do wonder, why am I still unattached. I was given in the past a few chances to be with someone. But during those moments, I came up with a list of reasons not to (well, enough to put a certain book-turned movie in shame)...
One of the common ones would be: a relationship does not fit in my schedule. But for me, time is an illusion that we, humans, created. Yes, it is a set amount over the course of a day, a week, a month, etc. but as the saying goes, "we can always make time". Therefore, it is not really time that is keeping me away from a relationship. It is something else.
As much as I do not want to admit, I am not ready for one. Well, it is not one of those: "I had a bad break-up that I can't get over with" or "I am still in love with my ex" stories. Rather, I do not see myself in one. I would love to be able to day dream sometime about my future self in a relationship without laughing or rolling my eyes,but right now, it is not happening.
And about those whom I like(d)...I guess it is nothing but a different form of care. A feeling that I want them to be happy because they deserve to be happy. And although I want to see them have a happy ending. That happy ending is not going to be with me.
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